20 – 25 SEPTEMBER 2021: HOLY MASS REFLECTIONS
20 SEPTEMBER 2021: EZRA 1. 1-6; LUKE 8. 16-18
Focus: Faith is the light with which God has dispelled our darkness and illumined our path. So, we can be true to our faith if only we try to lead enlightened and guided lives
1. Jesus says in the gospel, “No one after lighting a lamp covers it with a vessel or puts it under a bed, but puts it on a stand, that those who enter may see the light”. Our life is the lamp and faith is that light that lights up our life. So if we are really people of faith, our life must be lighted and enlightened. This means that we cannot linger on with our shades of the darkness of evil. We cannot continue to love darkness and do works of darkness (cf. Jn 3. 17 ff.). We must love light, walk in the light and do the works of light.
2. Light also implies truthfulness. Claiming to believe the Lord who is the Truth, we cannot be in friendship with falsity. Jesus clearly tells us that “only truth will set us free”. He also reminds us that Satan is the father of lies and falsity. Therefore, whenever we are false in our attitudes, values, and conduct, we are against truth and the Lord himself.
3. Light implies vision and clarity. Light spreads brightness and enables us to see clearly. One who does not see stumbles and falls. Lack of sight and clarity pushes one into confusion, failure to discern, and every possibility to be misguided.
4. Light implies integrity and witness of life. There is nothing hidden or secretive. There are no double-dealings or masks. Life is plain. If one is trying to hide something, it only means that there are some dark areas. Duplicity can work for some time in the sight of the world. But to God’s sight, everything is visible and manifest.
5. When life becomes witnessing, then the inner light radiates in the outside life of good conduct and actions. This is the effect of being “stirred up” by the Spirit of faith. When one is stirred up, he cannot but act according to what God wills. This is what happened in the case of Cyrus king of Persia and the people in exile being stirred up to rebuild the house of the Lord in Jerusalem. And this is what Jesus means when he says to “put the lamp on a stand”.
Direction: “To the one who has will more be given”. Yes, one who has more generosity and the spirit of giving and doing the maximum without reserve more will be given by God
21 SEPTEMBER 2021: EPH 4. 1-7, 11-13; MATTHEW 9. 9-13: ST MATTHEW
Focus: Oh, how beautiful and precious is the gift of vocation! If only we are a little more conscious and contemplate on it more often, we will appreciate it, and we will also strive to live it well
1. 21 September marks the feast of St Matthew, one of the Twelve Apostles, and one of the four evangelists. We had already elaborately meditated on a couple of occasions on his call and mission. However, we shall try to encapsulate the pivotal theme.
2. The call of Matthew once again evidences God’s initiative and gratuitous offer in every call. It is Jesus who calls. It is he who chooses. One may say, I have consulted, I have prayed and discerned. I have opted for this life, et cetera. Apparently, it looks that it is the personal choice of the concerned person. But, essentially, it is God’s Spirit that moves, inspires, and helps to discern. No one can choose to follow God’s call unless God wills to choose!
3. Thus, we must always be deeply conscious that our call is not due to our merit but due to His mercy. In calling us, he is not led by any human considerations or calculations or labels or prejudices. Jesus was least bothered about Matthew’s label as a sinner due to his tax collection. This is a great reason for assurance and confidence for us. Our sinful past, our humble backgrounds, our incapacities need not bog us down or discourage us. God looks at us as we are. He accepts us with all our limitations. In fact, he sees not so much what we are but what we can become.
4. Let us also venerate and admire Matthew for his response to this offer. It was a prompt and generous acceptance of Jesus’ invitation, “Come, follow me!” Certainly, it needed real courage to give up the security and abundance of his job and follow Jesus who had no such stable stay or securities. There was no hesitation. He was quick and prompt. God’s call always carries a sense and tone of urgency. There is no time to waste or delay. At once we need to set ourselves to follow him and serve him.
5. Therefore, all that is needed is: to be alert to listen to his daily call to follow him, willing and prompt to renounce everything and follow him. The real worth of this call is when we constantly strive to live worthy of our call, and thus to merit it. This is what the first reading from the letter to the Ephesians 4. 1-7, 11-13 exhorts us: “to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all lowliness and meekness, with patience, forbearing one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace”.
Direction: What we were (sinners) before the call, is not the matter. But what we become after the call is the matter.
((REFLECTION ON MATTHEW 9. 9-13 FROM 21 SEPTEMBER 2020)
Focus: God’s grace is no one’s private prerogative but open to all who respond, and once responded in docility and surrender, life changes into a new dignity
As we celebrate the feast of St Matthew, one of the Twelve, his call is an indicator and pathway for all of us in our own journey of discipleship. God’s call and grace are gratuitous and not conditioned by our merit or demerit. No one can claim that he deserves God’s grace. It is a free gift and God chooses anyone and equips them with His own power. God does not necessarily call the bright but He brightens those called; He does not necessarily call the strong, but strengthens those called; does not necessarily call the able but enables those called; does not necessarily call the noble, but ennobles those called; does not necessarily call the perfect, but perfects those called; does not necessarily call the holy, but sanctifies those called; does not necessarily call the powerful, but empowers those called; does not necessarily call the great, but makes great those called. He stands by those called, accompanies them always, purifies them from their old self and old ways, dignifies them with a new status, and sanctifies them with His own Spirit. He entrusts them His own mission which is to liberate and integrate the dehumanized humanity. He sustains all their efforts with His light and strength and brings their life to fulfillment.
However, all this is not God’s work alone. His call requires our response. His giving requires our receptivity. His action requires our cooperation. God’s call always demands prompt listening, obedience to His summon, detachment from worldly gains, and a total commitment to Christ. And the greatest testimony of the quality of discipleship is an authentic life witness.
Direction: We can be happy disciples if God never regrets having called us to follow Him. The greatest fulfillment and accomplishment of our consecrated life is that God is happy with us
(REFLECTION ON MATTHEW 9. 9-13 FROM 03 JULY 2021)
Focus: God calls anybody and everybody irrespectively, and the purpose is not so much the individual benefit but the higher and larger good
In the gospel, we have the narration of the call of Matthew, and we shall reserve an elaborate meditation for 21 September, the feast day of St Matthew. But today, for our reflection, we can pick up some simple pointers. First, Jesus calls Matthew, a tax collector usually looked down on as a sinner by society. Thus, God calls anyone. There is no differentiation or discrimination on the part of God. He does not go by human labels or estimates as righteous or sinner, friend or foe, important or insignificant, rich or poor. etc. Why should we put restrictions and conditions to God’s grace when He Himself offers it to all? How can we be so selfish as to greedily own all of God’s grace? Why do we feel so jealous when someone is blessed by God? All the more, how can we judge that someone does not deserve God’s mercy because he is bad, as if we are so good and only we are good?
Second, Jesus called Matthew while he was sitting at his tax office. This may denote that God calls us any time. His call may come to us, not only when we are immersed in prayer, but also when engaged in our daily routine, in our duties. So let us not wait to catch the voice and message of Jesus not only in the quiet moments of prayer but all through our day, in everything we do.
Third, Jesus called him, “Follow me”, and Matthew rose and followed him. This is very interesting. No conversation is reported. No discussion follows. No preparations are done. It is as if Matthew is just waiting for Jesus to call him and then immediately follows him. No details are given. The point is very clear: the promptness of Matthew’s response. Jesus’ call demands an immediate and unhesitating response. There are no calculations, no discussions, no sorting out the issues, no conditions, no assurances. No pre-plans or future ambitions. God’s call is without conditions, both on the part of God and on the part of the recipient.
Fourth, God calls not the righteous but the sinners. This is interesting because it makes being a sinner itself a qualification to be a follower of Christ. This does not however mean that only sinners become followers, or all the followers are sinners, or the good people will not be called. The point is, our call is not on the basis of human merit. Even holiness is not a qualification! What one is before the call is not the matter, but what one becomes after the call, is the real matter. One who is called by the Lord will not complacently cling to sin but will strive to become righteous. A sinner becomes an apostle! A despised person becomes venerated! A tax collector becomes a gatherer of souls and witness to the Lord! One who was sitting at the tax office sits at a table with the Lord!
Direction: Our call is a life to celebrate. Life becomes a celebration when the Lord is with us, and the Lord will be with us when we respond to his daily call, “Follow me”, and take him to our house, so as to serve him and then follow him in his footsteps
22 SEPTEMBER 2021: EZRA 9. 5-9; LUKE 9. 1-6
Focus: We are sent on the very same mission of the Lord, to bring a healing touch to the world languishing in sin and precarity. This is possible only with the power of the Lord
1. Jesus calls us not just to keep us with himself in his personal service. But essentially he trains us in discipleship for a mission. Thus all discipleship is for apostleship. It is his own mission which he himself received from the Father. That is, to establish the kingdom of God here on earth. It is the reign of God’s love, justice, and peace. This reminds us that we should never privatize the mission. We should always bear in mind that we are only stewards and care-makers and not owners and proprietors. This should constantly foster within us a profound sense of humility and accountability toward the mission. It is entrusted and not self-created.
2. Therefore, in a true mission, there is no scope for self-projection or self- promotion, or self-glory. Any seeking of self-interests is a contradiction to the very sense of mission. A sense of dutifulness and faithfulness marks a true mission. Any attempts at establishing petty kingdoms based on affinities like caste, region, language, culture, rite et cetera are totally hostile to the commitment to the one kingdom of God. And any forces of disunity, division, and discrimination are against the very concept of mission.
3. This kingdom–mission is carried out through preaching and healing, that is, both by the power of word and deed. Therefore a faithful mission cannot be partial, merely confined to preaching, however powerful it be. It must be blended together with corresponding works of goodness.
4. Two essential requirements or conditions for this mission are repentance and trust in God’s mercy and detachment and dependence on God’s providence. It s that profound spirit of repentance and trust exemplified in Ezra’s prayer in the first reading: “Our iniquities have risen higher than our heads, and our guilt has mounted up to the heavens; we have been in great guilt”. “Yet our God has not forsaken us in our bondage, but has extended to us His steadfast love”
5. Another pre-requisite is detachment and entrustment to God’s providential care. This is seen in Jesus’ exhortation: “Take nothing for your journey, no staff, nor bag, nor bread, nor money, and no extra tunic”. This is not to depend on worldly securities and guarantees, not to be attached to them. It is because we have God Himself, our greatest source and resource, our strength and provider.
6. When we take up His mission in trust and entrustment, then surely God will equip us with His own power and authority over all demons and sicknesses. However, we need not lose heart when we face resistance and rejection. That is part of the test of our mission. We must accept such experiences with patience and forbearance.
Direction: When God is with us, no one and nothing can be against us. In all our missionary endeavors, what should be uppermost in our minds is fidelity to His will and plans. Let us not be caught up with worldly concerns like success or winning
(REFLECTION ON LUKE 9. 1-6 FROM 2020)
Focus: Our mission is the Lord’s and our power is also his, and blessed are they who are aware of this and do everything in the spirit of surrender and loyalty
Today once again, great clarity is given about our mission. First of all, it is the mission of the Lord, and not our personal enterprise or self-made mission. However, this does not go against owning up the mission or assuming personal responsibility. A sense of indifference and non-committal outlook is detrimental to the mission. The fact of being sent by the Lord on his own mission would rather check us against undue tendencies to privatize and monopolize different ministries, to feel puffed up by the successes and accomplishments in the mission, and to seek self-gratification and self-glory. Instead, it would foster a diligent spirit of stewardship, with a spirit of holy detachment. Now, this mission is twofold: to preach and to heal, a mission in word and deed. This indicates that it is an integral and holistic mission because a true mission would be a matter of example by whole life. Any disintegration or dichotomy between one’s faith and concrete actions would be a clear failure and infidelity to the mission. Further, the Lord does not send us empty-handed but empowers and equips us with his own power. Therefore, there is no need at all to depend on worldly securities like “staff, bag, bread, clothes or money”. We have nothing to lack or fear because the Lord’s own power sustains us. As long as God is with us, all the other concerns and pursuits become secondary.
Direction: Each of us is a missionary to proclaim God’s love and to promote sanity and sanctity, solely relying on God. The mission is doing God’s will wherever and whatever is entrusted to us
23 SEPTEMBER 2021: HAG 1. 1-8; LUKE 9. 7-9: ST PIUS PIETRELCINA (PADRE PIO)
Focus: Many people do not wish to adhere to God’s will and plans because they are not convenient to the comfort and pleasure of their life. That is why they keep God at a safe distance so as not to be disturbed or pricked
1. The words of Haggai the prophet in the first reading are quite self-penetrating if only we are a little honest. Though the will of the Lord was clear that they should rebuild the temple in Jerusalem, still the people were mediocre and procrastinating. Haggai challenges their cooling of fervor and points to the futility of life and all its good things without God’s blessing.
2. He declares: “Is it a time for you yourselves to dwell in your paneled houses, while this house (of God) lies in ruins?” “Consider how you have fared. You have sown much, and have harvested little; you eat, but you never have enough; you drink, but you never have your fill; you clothe yourselves, but no one is warm, and he who earns wages earns wages to put them into a bag with holes”.
3. It is very true that all our efforts without God’s benevolence will amount to nothing. It is exactly like the disciples at fishing without the Lord: they had toiled the whole night but caught nothing. How rightly the psalmist also attests in Ps 127: if the Lord does not build the house, in vain the laborers' labor; if the Lord does not keep vigil, in vain the guards keep vigil. Similarly, all the best of pursuits and enterprises will be futile when not assisted and guided by God’s hand. Even the best of things will not bring satisfaction and fulfillment when they are under the gracious purview of God.
4. Therefore, what is needed is openness and docility to see and accept God’s will at work. When one lacks this disposition, then there is fear and perplexity at God’s presence. Herod in the gospel is a typical example of this lack of docility. At the presence and power of Jesus, he was perplexed and disturbed. Jesus was a threat to him and not a welcome for conversion.
5. But we have a contrast in Padre Pio whom we commemorate today. He was a man, so humble and totally surrendered to God. He was so authentic, with no falsity or malice. He was so modest and moderate, that no worldly abundance could ever attract him or deviate him. He always wanted to rebuild the house of God, the hearts of people, and the communities. He was passionate and joyful to see and remain with Jesus. He became a popular saint, and in a way, a family saint for many families, because his life was as simple as a next-door neighbor.
Direction: The mere desire to see Jesus is not enough. We should see why? Even Herod wanted to see Jesus, but not out of faith
(REFLECTION ON LUKE 9. 7-9 FROM 2020)
Focus: Hearing and knowing about God is no guarantee of a faithful following. Sad it is that people of the world often live in falsities, false guarantees, securities, and vanities, mistaking the unreal to be real, and running after them aimlessly
Truth and truthful life are always challenging and displeasing especially to the false and evil-minded. It is noteworthy to see the evil Herod anxious to see Jesus. But his anxiety was a total contrast to the anxiety which Joseph and Mary experienced whether at the time of flight to Egypt or at the missing of Jesus at 12 years (cf. Lk 2. 48). Their anxiety was drawn from a profound love for Jesus, and a clear awareness of the incomparable value of him. On the contrary, Herod’s anxiety sprang from great fear of Jesus and a superficial desire to see his miraculous power. There was also uncertainty and failure to recognize and accept the real identity of Jesus and submit to him.
The example of Herod indicates many who may hear and know much about Jesus, who may also desire strongly to see him. But it is not because of their love for him or submission to him as the Lord, but mostly out of fear or for some self-serving interest. Many want Jesus to be close to them, but the question is why?
Direction: Doing the works of the Lord does not necessarily prove one to be a man of God, unless one is focused on the Lord for whom he works; Can fidelity to God and vanity in living go together?
24 SEPTEMBER 2021: HAG 1. 15B – 2. 9; LUKE 9. 18-22
Focus: When we personally experience the Lord, then it will express itself in words and concrete actions. Expressions without experience will be only shallow
1. Today we live in a world of a sea of words. Politicians and other leaders make a lot of promises and speak big and bundles of words. Art of communication assumes so much importance in all the fields, be it in education or business or religion or culture. Certainly, words matter a lot. But the problem is often these words are not seen in actions. That is why we find empty promises, shallow words without the depth of heart, best theories without minimum practice.
2. The same problem creeps into the practice of spirituality as well. There can be heaps of prayers without really living their spirit. There can be clusters of religious activities without fraternal service. There can be bundles of knowledge without corresponding acts of charity. This is where the practice of religion and spirituality becomes shallow. All this is because of the lack of a deeply personal experience of God.
3. The two questions of Jesus in the gospel indicate this tension between expression and experience. The first question is: Who do people say I am? The second question is: Who do you say I am? What others say, what we learn and know from other sources helps us to a certain extent. But that is one level. We need to rise to the next level of a profound experience of intimacy with the Lord. What we gather from others’ experience, however genuine and deep it be, will always remain others’.
4. The various sources of knowledge should only be supplements and complements and not substitutes for our personal experience and relationship with Jesus. All our loud proclamations, eloquent preaching should spring from genuine and profound communion with God. Often our prayers and conventions run the danger of being superficial and mechanical because of the lack of this personal touch. The “art” of communication substitutes the “heart” of communication. The “fire” of proclamation substitutes the “flames” of good conduct.
5. The declaration of Peter that Jesus is the Christ comes from his openness to God’s revelation. It is also rooted in his personal experience with Jesus. That is why it is authentic and profound. What is this personal experience? What are its ingredients?
6. Some of them are indicated in the first reading from Haggai 1. 15 – 2.9. It is to trust totally in God’s promises, in the power of His love, in His abiding presence. It is to take courage and place our hope in God’s providential designs even in hopeless situations. See what God promises: “Take courage, for I am with you…My Spirit abides in you; fear not; I will shake everything and I will fill this house with splendor… The latter splendor of this house shall be greater than the former… I will give prosperity”
Direction: “Who do you say I am?” is a personal question of the Lord directed to each one of us in the depths of our hearts. It is not a matter of saying who is but saying who he is to me personally. It is expressing my deep experience
(REFLECTION ON LUKE 9. 18-22 FROM 2020)
Focus: Knowledge and familiarity with Jesus would be deficient if they do not lead to a profound personal experience and conviction
In the time of Jesus, certainly, at least some had good knowledge about Jesus, about his greatness, his great teachings, and powers. But they remained only at their knowledge level, and could not go to the experience and relationship level. That is why, they could not see in him the Son of God, the Savior. The situation today is much similar. Today there is a tremendous increase in the knowledge about God and the Word of God. There is so much eloquence and expertise with regard to spiritual matters. But all these should help one to grow in personal experience and intimate relationship with Jesus. Unfortunately, there is a tendency and danger that the knowledge and preaching substitute the experience and intimacy. All our knowledge should confirm and foster us in a steady communion with the Lord and in an authentic transformation of life. Otherwise, our knowledge and efficacy of the spiritual gifts become shallow and points of self-pride and self-glory. This is what we see in the case of some who have an abundance of spiritual knowledge and efficacy, but their life is a contradiction.
In fact, knowledge and experience are not opposites but complements. A true experience and relationship with the Lord enrich us with the right knowledge which is nothing but wisdom. Wisdom enables us to discern what is right at what time and to accept life as a well-planned design of God. As the wisdom of Ecclesiastes reminds us, everything in life has its own time, its own moment, and purpose. It is not a hidden fatalism or predetermination but a realistic and wise sense of timeliness. It is a call to see life integrally and holistically. It is to become more mature and balanced. If only people can grow a little more in this rule, rigor, and rhythm of life, there will not be extremes of reactions, either positive or negative, there will not be undue fluctuations of moods and temperaments, there will not be irrational depression or aggression. People can grow more patient, sober, and sane.
Direction: Ultimately what is most important is not mere spiritual knowledge but experience, not mere competence but benevolence, not mere intelligence but forbearance, not mere information but transformation
25 SEPTEMBER 2021: ZECH 2. 1-5; 10-11a; LUKE 9. 43-45
Focus: In the life of a Christian, the end and the destiny is always glory. But the process is always struggle and suffering. One cannot aspire for glory without going through the path of misery
1. In life, there is always a balancing act between the positive and the negative, between happy things and sad things, between good and bad things. And invariably any good cause, any godly thing will certainly involve a lot of struggle and adversity. This is not the twist of fate or ignominy of human existence. Rather it is the cost of destiny, the price of glory.
2. This would mean that there is no glory without preceding misery. There is no joy without bouts of sadness. There is no success without the breaches of failure. There is no victory without the lingering fear of defeat. It is not that the glory is at the end of a long road in waiting after a phase of struggles. It would rather mean that it is all an integral process. One cannot aspire for glory without going through the crucible of suffering.
3. The first reading from Zechariah yet again testifies to the fact that the history of salvation is replete with numerous experiences and instances of misery and damnation as well in the form of slavery, exile, persecution, desolation, destruction, et cetera. Though a chosen race and specially covenanted, though destined for glory, yet they were not exempt from shattering experiences of chastisement.
4. This is the same theme of the interplay between salvation and affliction, glory and suffering that Jesus underlies in his passion prediction. Certainly, he did great things at which people marvel. Certainly, he is the Son of God vested with power. Certainly, he destines us for the glory that is his. However, suffering is also perfectly within the process. But at the same time, that suffering and misery is not end and we need not be frightened or upset about it.
Direction: The real spiritual maturity is to learn to strike a balance between the goal of glory and the means and process of struggle and suffering. The process should not discourage us and the end should not make us utopian